I often close my eyes and I can see you smile You reach out for my hand and I'm woken from my dream. Your heart was never mine, I never had your love and I never will. Every night, I'm lying awake, thinking maybe one day you'll love me like I've always loved you. But you can't love me as I loved you when you can't even look straight in my eyes ~❤
By kisstherainlyric

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Nervous+ Excited!!

Wah!!!
tomorrow is the day to register in MMU !!
so Excited wah!!




Finally, the day i've waited so long has come.
Finally i can go study le ...
ham fuk lo~~~

wish me luck ya!
i will do my very best in my study too...

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

今天早上。。

今天一大早就阴沉沉了
下了好大雨哦
现在写部落格,外面的天空是这样的颜色的

今天很迟才吃早餐

nasi lemak
还有我亲自下厨的鸡蛋^_^ 


我超爱吃辣!! 所以我的饭都是红红的
sambal !!哇咔咔!!

等下我就要帮妈妈扫地,抹地囖


这几天都好期待快快开课
我已做好决定

我要读 Law course.
当然我已经报名了
不去就浪费钱噜。


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

today 25th May

today morning
go ayer keroh klinik for my teeth scaling..

i hate scaling so much so much !!
cuz i dun like the feeling when i do scaling.

today morning i woke up around 8 ++ 
then bathe.
then go clinic.

my waiting number is 1011 
wait wait 
until boring.




 

thank god my honey message, 
i thought 
her orientation canot sms de,

thanks to her,
accompany me while waiting for my turn
...
>< hate scaling..



Monday, May 23, 2011

my honey go perak le ...

wuwu~..
very sad sad when my honey leave malacca le ...

she have to go perak study, so far away from malacca.
heart broken,cause need to separate with her,
cannot go out with her


cannot go yamcha with her,
  ღ  
cannot go shopping with her


cannot go find her face to face  
so sad to be separate with her....
honey call me dun sad sad,
we still can contact each other in hp, on9 webcam, long call etc
but how oso i still feel sad, 
but how oso still not the same as face to face
but how oso still not the same as near as possible.

i miiss her so much!!! very very miis her.. ><
cries whenever i think about she leave me, leave her house

cry,when i think again the moment she go into the car to go perak..

dun worry, i won't go find other girl in my U, you will always be the one in my life
love you
always


   


Thursday, May 19, 2011

i thought that i will be boring today whole day,since i finish all the things i need to prepare for my application.
my grandaunt alrdy booked me for lunch,her great tasty nasi lemak at her house.

after that, we have a great talk. 
we talk much^__^ i love to talk.p.s 

so i thought i would come back home and come back here(blogspot) to finish my blog design etc.
during the time while i was chatting with my grands, my best fren aka wife ( yogesh) text me to go out with her to the new Aeon jusco bandaraya melaka. now...i'm presenting the conversation between both of us

yo: ur free not ?
me: y???
yo: want follow me go new jj a while
me: what time for??
yo: 3... wna buy smtg
me: im not at home nw
yo: wer r u den?
me: my grand aunt hse eat nasi lemak
yo:wa~bhind da jusco wan arh.
me: yup
yo: u wan me cm der fetch u?
me: me wear very teruk my tshirt ok my pants ama pants
yo: i bring u to ur hs den u change den we go k
me: me no key
yo: alamak... den how?
me: if i gt the key u want come bring?
yo: yeap
me: i tel u when i gt my key
yo: k
me: k

after that, my uncle bring my siblings to there to eat nasi lemak oso,so i ask him to bring me home, i want to change. then,i quickly took a bath and change without combing my hair and ask him to fetch to yo's house^__^thn after not long wait for her to change we go to jj^_^.

in jj, we go popular buy her things, than go comic paradise buy my comic. then we go see clothes(acewin) then voir then both of us go for sushi @__@

after that we when up to go s& j buy my video cam stand, we past by comic paradise my work partner(eugenia) gave us each a balloon (GSC).LoL
then after that we go buy the stand in the shop yogesh keep calling me look at the teddy bears, all are so cute ღ.
both of us have a blast laugh when we look the angry bird teddy LoL..so cute & funny. Then we look at other bears. after finish all that, we go to papajohn. she need to expenditure her relation before she go to perak for studies.after finish ordering for delivery, we went back to kampung chetti to get her cousin to drove us back cuz he wants the car back.but he was not in. the moment we on the way back the papajohn deliver man pass by, we hon him to wait we tell him the direction to go to yo's relation house. then we head back home.

on da way back, there is a beyonce's song on the radio,i copied her but it turns out to be a funny copy. both of us laugh till tears was out. then we reach bkt beruang. 
she wanted to have a look at my shih-tsu. but unfortunately "oreo" bark at her and scared her. lalala.  LoL 

after awhile with my dogs, she return home^_^ it was a great day with her, especially she is going to leave malacca soon and leave me T.T i will appreciate the time with her, all the joy we both been through together


Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Finally, I've Got It

i waited so long(for me is long enuf to suffer me)
i finally get my offer letter from MMU le ^__^

i'm god damn happy de lor~
i so scare i didn't get leh~,but now i got the letter liao, so happy o!!

i feel i want to scream loud loud de!! @.@

αиʏωαʏ,i feel happy!!too happy!!

"No Promises"

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, through Time and Time..
No promises

I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises



I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

Monday, May 9, 2011

Now a days

Recently,i watched a lot of kind of torturing video in facebook.
All video were in school,and student get bullied by others.
Whereas the rest of the student body don't even give them a hand of help or report to someone in the school eg. teacher,principal,counselor or any body!! that is so wrong and damn bad!!

The student in school that bullied classmate in classroom,were all are girls!!not the boys!!?? normally we used to know that boys student will have a lot of kind of cases eg. bully,fighting etc. but as i watched all the videos,all are filming girls student bully theirs classmate.

OMG what kind of world students issue is happening now ??
And for the sake of god!! These girls are gonna get their punishment either from the law of justice or may be the law of justice by god in another world..
Such a pathetic action that been done by them!!

Bottom of my heart,i really wished that these kind of bully girls will get their punishment as heavy as possible!! And according to the education department,the action that been taken was just hang 2 weeks of class to those student that bully the girl and will have counseling with the counselor after the 2 weeks. What the hell giving them 2 weeks of hang school?? It such a useless action that been taken by the government!!Those girls will just stay in home, or maybe go for shopping since they've known each other and friend each other. This kind of punishment does nothing but giving them and opportunity to have fun their own way!!

As the conclusion,it is suck to have this kind of detention to those girls and not fair to the girl been bullied by them !!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Yesterday...

yesterday was mother's day.
my family didn't do much celebration for this day,yesterday.

through out these years,i found that i'm getting more and more hard to open my mouth and wish both my parents happy mother's / father's day.

the worst thing is,yesterday i talked rudely to my mother on mother's day. i got so unwell tempered and answer back her question rough and rude.

i'm so sorry mum,
Photobucket for not wishing you happy mother's day.
Photobucket for not being a good girl all the time.
Photobucket for not being a good daughter and help you when you need.
Photobucket for talking rudely and no manners to you.
i'm very sorry for everything.Photobucket



Photo shooting my Own

i've been Photo Shoot my own recently,with spec.
i also have taken some photos when i use some make up...but the picture failed to be nice.
so i decided to present these following photos in my blog..
i love it so much
















all this photos was taken recently^_^ and i have a great time with my spec and taking these photos^__^ MyEm0.Com