What i Want!!

i dun think a normal relationship is what i want.
  i feel the loneliness is not normal loneliness
duno since when i have this kind of loneliness.

who will be my doctor to cure this loneliness??
 i still can't find the HIM that belongs to Me.
i dun even given a chance to have find for him.

i dun feel any love in the previous relationship.
     all i felt is just the emptiness in my life.

                               

                            loneliness

2nd of 9Sept 11

today, i thought i've slept until 1 in the afternoon alrdy,but when i look at the clock, it was only 11.30am.
normally during this raya week holiday i slept very late and wakes up very late too..i woke up around 12.30 or nearly to 1 pm


today,mummy go to work already. daddy appeared in the news paper again ..hehe ..
im right now sitting in front of my dearest laptop, updating my blog, chatting in facebook and update my best romance book list. i take out all the books and put in on my table rite beside my laptop then i start updating.


in case who ever reading my this post that never ever read before romance novel,i suggest you grab one and read now. not that because inside is all about steamy reading materials, but the story is nice..
the way the writer wrote it,describe everything,every place during that year...i will be so different from any novel you've read.haha..that is my opinion..hope you'll find another feeling than me


nothing much to write down today since my life is so much a bored life..
well, another thing now in my mind, my head is about my final exam.
i haven't even start studying now when all my friend started to study a lot...
what am i suppose to do ....OMG!!