I often close my eyes and I can see you smile You reach out for my hand and I'm woken from my dream. Your heart was never mine, I never had your love and I never will. Every night, I'm lying awake, thinking maybe one day you'll love me like I've always loved you. But you can't love me as I loved you when you can't even look straight in my eyes ~❤
By kisstherainlyric

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

27/3

it was really a tired day,
especially i gave gone through a wonderful night on monday
then after we are back home,my friend called and asking about her lost purse
i was worried for the whole night
i don't want to have the blame on making her purse lost, or get any accusation of stealing her purse

so on today,we went out for the purpose of report a pick pocket file to the police
we went to the batu berendam police station, there were 10 of us at that time
2 cars was out again, and 10 of us sits and wait for my friend in the police station


the police told my friend that no need to report police, straight away go and do a new ic at JPN
i feel very weird...know right, whenever a person lost their ic, surely we have to report police
so that if in case, the person misused the ic for bad and dangerous action.

but since they police women told us no need to make a report, so we decide to go JPN for the ic
before that we had our breakfast at a tasty chicken rice shop at melaka baru, where my dad usually bring us there.

then finish breakfast, we straight away go to JPN for my friends ic.
we waited like hell long. if im not wrong, we have waited for 30-40 plus of number until it reached the number of waiting.

who know, the fellow say we need to case a file to the police to do a new ic, if not then we have to pay RM110
luckily, my friend's mmu exam slip still kept inside her file, so that had proof that she is still a student, so she get discount to student price.

then finish everything, we go back to campus.
and continue our class, till 6 go back home was like too exhausted
i slept from 6 till the next day morning
in between i wake up for dinner and bathe then continues my sleeps
it was really tired

Monday, March 26, 2012

26/3

tonight is a very happy day
i think i never had been this happy before
the most happiest dinner i ever had till now

i had my dinner with my friend at
wonderful steamboat buffet

so many laughing we have during dinner
have nice food too xp

there are 9 of us, two cars
4 girls and 6 boys
since is a steamboat, we can take whatever we want,

and how many we want.
we girls doesn't take much like boys does

the boys, was like OMG
it was like a person never eat before

tones of food was taken by them 

and they have taken uncountable times of prawn.
and each time they take,
i can say that it is more than 30 numbers of prawn.

another friend- Felix, loves vegetable so much
the way he took the vegetable was like
he only eats vegetable and no meat
 

started our meal after everybody have taken all their portion of food
and start steamboating
vegetables, mushrooms, meat, fried wantan, fried "tauki", prawn, crab,

fishball, meat ball, shells, lala, all we stuff in side and wait for it to cook

after eating for awhile, the boys take prawn again for few times
one of them taking care of pealing off the shrimp 

another one eating the shrimp. 
the shrimp they have eaten is like... WOW

that is not all the amount they have settle,
 there are more other side
and was not taken.

they also eats lots of seafood (lala, kerang, crab)
i wonder will they have high cholestrol
after this dinner
.....

the 2nd part was about the fried wantan and fried "tauki"
they took a lot of it, but difficult to finish it
so Felix was assign to finish it
as he was the one who also took so much to the wantan and taoki

he can't finish it so he give it to the friend beside him (you wen)
that particular moment,
you wen was eating ice cream
and Felix doesn't even know you wen was eating ice cream
so Felix straight away put the taoki into you wen's bowl

the  best part is
you wen straight away scold Felix
"fuck you, i was eating ice cream man!"
and Felix was blur at that moment
he was like totally stun for a moment after he got yelled by you wen
 we girls sitting at the next combined table and the boys from the same table
was shock to know about it
and the 1st thing to do was to laugh

our laugh sounds like thunder roaring in the sky.
it was damn so loud !!
i guess, all the customer in the restaurant
sure turn and look at us, our table.
and think. wow , WTH is going on there...

we non stop laughing, until we can't continue
they both ( youwen and Felix)
both quarrelling, who is gonna eat that ?

we keep on laughing from the starts till the end of our dinner
then we girls stop eating quite early
cause we can't continue filling our stomach anymore
and we wait for the boys to finish their food and we made our payment

total of the bill is RM214.32

finish our dinner, we leave and go back to campus
and get rested

i was a precious moment to be remembered.
i can't stop laughing even when i reached home
whenever i think about the funny part of our dinner
i will just laugh.

honestly, it was a fine, happy, enjoyable and crazy dinner
i ever had till now



Friday, March 9, 2012

呵呵
想起来都好开心哦

昨晚,我好早就睡觉了(我也不知道为什么哦)
也因此法了好梦
不知道如何形容我的梦
我也很想分享这梦。。

不过呢,
经过了那么多伤心的经历
终于在梦里笑,梦醒后回想也在笑

醒来了之后就难以入眠
就开电话看小说

小说也真好搞笑的情趣也很多
呵呵

真的把我的心情逗得开开心心^^

让我过了一个快乐的临晨

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

最近,常常都觉得什么事都很烦感
常常都是没带着笑容的上上下下的
哎~~

有时后,还蛮对我个人的人生生活感到可悲
总是觉得没有人了解我,知道我要什么,知道我的性格
感觉上...我好像是一个机器人似的。。

家里的人更别说了, 我妈和我的感情根本就是不如我妈和我弟的感情
什么都是他们对,我就一定是错的了
完完全全都没有顾虑我的感受
有时后真的很难咽下这种的感受

我妈常认为我是个什么都不会做的人
而, 却
常常拿我和我弟比较。。
他们常常对着电脑有不看她说一声
我呢??
对着电脑多一点就说电脑不是给我玩的
电脑是拿来做工的,写功课的

我用电脑看戏,就说要看就等每个人在才看
而我弟呢??无时无刻在电脑前看戏,她说也没说他们

我有个妹妹,不过就常常不合
根本就没有把我当成姐姐看待
为了她,妈咪叫我做什么我都会做
她什么都不知道还说一大堆的废话。

还记得啊, 当她考P|MR时
我感冒了,妈咪说不要传染给她
因为要靠PMR
没办法咯, 牺牲一点睡楼下咯

她什么都不懂,还对我大呼小叫的
看了都讨厌
超后悔当时睡楼下为了她的PMR
现在考6 A啦,还在我面前"唱响"呢!!

看了都一肚子火药,都快爆炸了呢!!
现在动不动就对我发脾气
看了真火大!!
还要跟我吵架呢!!
煮好了午餐,就大家一起吃嘛
她不是, 宁可吃快速面
不吃早说!
我不必要费心去想到底要煮些什么来吃
真是气到爆炸!!

我妈呢就好像狗眼看人低
弟妹考得好就什么都无所谓咯
我考4A,什么都不好
好像很丢脸
4A 好过没有一个A啦。。。

简直就是没有把我当成一回事。
我知道, 他们是长辈
说什么就是什么,
我都长那么大了啦
男朋友都没有一个
为什么?
他们反对咯, 说什么现在是读书的时候
读书就读书,谈什么恋爱!?

是是是, 他们是对的, 我就是错的
自己的儿子有女朋友都不说
自己的儿子做错事所两三句就好了
我呢?
自己买手机,还得跪在观音娘娘面前呢!!
简直是不公平。!!



现在常常都是被欺负
朋友的欺负我不敢说
弟妹的欺负我不能多说
什么委屈都是自己扛,自己咽下

什么都是一个人,伴都没有
他们要什么就有什么
我要什么都必须搬出来一大堆的理由给他们

总觉得,自己好像都一直是一个人的
没人理解,没人在乎,没人关心
觉得啊,过多几年孤单的人生就能习惯了
应该就没有什么好在意了

哎。。。我的人生怎么会变成这样呢??
现在就好像只有blog陪我做伴
朋友什么都没有啦。。。
blog...有你真好

Monday, March 5, 2012

等待的心情

前几个礼拜的考试,考也考完了。
 假期也差不过花得七七八八了。 


新学期还没开始之前呢,
 成绩当然就要先出出了啦~~

  哎~~ 每当考试成绩要出炉时,
 每个人都会波不期待,然后就争着要浏览观看成绩了

而我呢,
也一样啊~~

等是当然等的咯,
紧张也是紧张的咯,
超怕会不及格的咯。

每次都是这样的><
超级怕,呜呜呜

~~~

Saturday, March 3, 2012

on the 18th of feb

this year (2012)  
Avril Lavigne came to Malaysia 
for black star tour concert. 

i bought the ticket for the concert
i never knew that i will be that crazy for going this kind of concert 
 for the very first time.

Avril was the coolest, pretty, pop-princess 
i ever admire
 love her so much !!

what a crowd. 
well at least the place i got (stand) was not so 
far away from the stage

i was cool to be in her concert !!
too bad my camera's battery die earlier 
to catch down the songs she sang in the end!!

she rocks!!!

woo hoo !!!

first of all getting her ticket



pictures of her during the concert