this video will be the best video to describe about what i feel now 

just this simple 

New Semester

New semester 来了

考试成绩不是很理想

虽然是pass完了，

但是还是不喜欢这样的成绩

新学期开始了!!

会常常问老师我的不明白的问题了。

不“冲” 不行啊
为了读好班

为了出人头地

为了让自己成功!!

我无论多苦都还是会撑下去
无论如何都会勤劳读书上课!!!

加油

加油

加油

!!!!!!!

GAMBATEH !!

我行的!!

准备好，冲了！ 拼命了！！

发泄出了心中不满已经好很多了

最近都不太爱说话

不知道为什么但我觉得我没有必要

在说下去了

因为说了也不会有任何的更改

还是在这里把不满的感觉

画下句号吧。。

i never knew what is this call

i never know this will last until now

i never know when will i end this feeling 

i also never know when i will stop loving you 

♥
♥

♥

all i know 

♥

♥

♥

i care about you 

i miss you so much 

i never love longer than i love you 

i found out today that i still love you so much 

♥♥

i have been trying to delete my love to you 

i have been trying to love others to forget you

i have been trying not to care for you 

i have been trying so much not to love you 

♥
♥

♥

but i think i 

can't do it 

♥

♥

♥

every time i see ur profile i falling for you again 

every time i see ur picture i start missing you again

every time we message i will unwilling to delete it from my mail box

every time you sad i feel sad for you 

♥
♥

♥

no matter 

♥

♥

♥

who you like,i still silently love you 

who you like, i still support you 

who you like, i won't stop you loving her

who you like, i never EVER want to spoil ur relationship

cuz i know you care for her,you love her.

i don't know 

i am not clear

i don't understand 

is this call love??

what kind of love is this?

why i acting like this.

又是一个浪费时间的一天了。。

因为现在假期。。

本来是在更改blog的。。

我尽量改一些好听的歌去放进blog里面

但是找了又找

最后呢就看了歌的mv 了

看了：

萧亚轩-EVA 的《错的人》

好伤心，好触感哦。

Kiss- 《because  im a girl》

每次看都会掉泪

Bii - 《转身之后》
好感动， 好伤心

都好伤心

心里就开始一直想着不想要遇到这些事

因为真的很让人痛心

但是我真的好想要好好哭一次

因为我觉得我受伤的伤痕还在滴血，

想好好掉一次泪。

Falling in Love

the moment of starting falling in love is sweet.
or should i say the moment when a guy keep treating you 

so good, so good
for a new relationship feels so nice.

but no one ever knows that after the few weeks of starting to know each other
will be like 

HELL!!!

you may feel still continue feel sweet
but,
i was never feel so sweet

all my relationship was never better than each past relationship

i feel so sad
therefore if one day someone ask me
"am i happy with my present relationship"

my ans will be
" i am happy during the starting of the relationship"

i duno, may be is my problem!!
i sometime personally do feel i dun have any love
to give out for the another person.

i very sad, suffocating
with all this!!

feels so lonely when i realize i dun have a person 

to talk with about 

my happiness, my life, my sadness, my disappointment, my success,
other than my friend beside me.

i wish to have another person different status from my friend

would share all this with me
and he will share his with me .

all i hope was just a simple relationship,
simple relationship

JUST simple RELATIONSHIP

is all i had been wishing for .

and i have been 

waiting

♥ 

waiting

♥

waiting 

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥until i found him ♥