I often close my eyes and I can see you smile You reach out for my hand and I'm woken from my dream. Your heart was never mine, I never had your love and I never will. Every night, I'm lying awake, thinking maybe one day you'll love me like I've always loved you. But you can't love me as I loved you when you can't even look straight in my eyes ~❤
By kisstherainlyric

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Ѧʏ Ɔαмρʋƨ ˩ιғɛ

i duno where to start the story..cuz it had alrdy been a month i started my campus life and i was so buzy to stay in blogger to update my blog.


recently, i found out something new for me. For me i think is new, "may be".
well, as usual i can't get well in any group. i duno why, there is a barrier,and i duno how to break down the barrier.
it is hard for me to live this life with that barrier, im kind of  suffering with my life behind that barrier.
i feel lonely, i feel depress, i can't find my true own self.


at first, i was friend with him. he is nice,joker, even everybody hates him but for me, im still ok with it.
but recently i duno why i kind of not related with him as a friend anymore, we dun talk much.
everytime i ask him something, he will turn me down with a short answer like i duno, you ask lachelle la..
he is trying to treat me like some unknown or maybe something else, or am i really annoying him??


i duno, is my problem or his, am i reacting too over as a friend??am i already over the friendship border line??
i duno~


i duno what to do with my life, it is so miserable and suffocating...


when will get my life back??when will i get to live my life??i oso duno....haiz....

My 3rd Day In KL

3rd day in kl, 
we woke up early,
and prepare to go for sunway lagoon.

by time we reach the sunway,the sky is dark and almost rain 
and there is a lot of people waiting over there to get in 


then we decide to go for ice skating .
we skate after we have our lunch with my mum's cousin(aunt)

the food is nice, korean type.
then finish our lunch we go for ice skating
 my elder brother dare to move without holding the side bar.
then the 3 of us have to hold it.

then my sister feel bored and went out then followed by my little brother.
left me and my elder brother

while skating, my elder brother fell down 3 times 
and got one fellow didn't break then cross over his finger with the skate shoe and hurt his finger.

then i fell down around 3 times
and hurt my knees. after that we have to search for my sister
cause she went alone with my aunt to comic paradise.

wheew~~ spend a lot of time to find her,finding her part was so frustrating !!
all of us got mad at each other...
but finally we found her, then we went back at last...