等爱。。

等爱

也许不该再爱，

只是，

回想过去的曾有的温柔缠绵，

既有让人人不住等待，

等待人儿再次回来，

重续未完成的情爱纠缠。。。

The BEST,GREATEST,SWEETEST MEMORY EVER

THE BIGGEST,GREATEST,FAVORITE MEMORY I HAVE IN MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE.

1. trip to Penang, Tambun water world. In our apartment,me, yogesh,gina, sherlyn,yijun, chiashing,siewfong.
chiashing bought a casual pants,it okay to fit in everyone except siewfong,cause she was to small to fit in. she can fit her both leg in one side of the pants and it looks like a skirt for her..

2. CCEM was the most enjoyable memory.although there are some incident that makes me angry or upset,but when all this memories combined together,it will be the greatest memory ever.four in a room and that time my friend and i was just form 4 teen.there are 8 of us,four in room and our room is connected to each other.we have a lot of fun together and we practice our music everyday during the whole CCEM trip.Gina told me that i sleep and slip down from the bed and she have to pull me up back on the bed.in the whole trip,gina was like a nanny to me and to all of us. she takes care of all of us just like a nanny does and hell ya i love her massage technique.almost every night we buy roti naan from the next next door shop i think is a mamak shop gua.both of our room's thermos can't use and we have to call for hot water from the room service and the room service was so frustrated with us. i remember that our connection door is lock and can't open in the first day and we need to call the room service to get us some help. i still remember that me and sherlyn swim in the night and the early morning in the pool just beside the dinning room we enjoy in the pool.gina, chiashing was in the pool too. there was a one fine day, me and sherlyn went for swimming in the early of the morning,then the form 5 senior joined us, is was so much fun when all of us play together. there is a part which make all of us angry and we talks about him in one silent night in the room and the corridor. in the room i still remember that when we talks about him suddenly a cockroach appear on the wall,and i smash it cruelly,within the first hit that full of anger in me, the cockroach die on the spot on the wall and all of us says that the person will be just like the cockroach.there are more in the trip. i love it..

lastly i would like to thanks my school music club. if not because of being one of the music club member, i won't have all this memory.if i left out any pls add in for me tqtq..^^

A poem to my friends

I,do know that William Shakespeare's SONNET 18 is written to his beloved ^^

Someone told me that William wrote this because he is a gay and he fall in love with his beloved,which his beloved is also a guy.Well,on the other hand,someone also did told me that William wrote this poem to his beloved which is a guy,and he love having him as a friend, and he love this friend so so much.That is why this poem is written..



BUT!!!



What I'm doing now is writing it(actually copying it) in this note..my purpose is not because I'm a lesbian,but this poem is wrote for all my beloved friends i ever meet^^

I want to tell you all that,once you all are my friends,don't ever think of I'm deleting it in my brain hard disk...@.@

SHALL I compare thee to a summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate.

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,

And summer's lease hath all too short a date.

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,

And often is his gold complexion dimmed;

And every fair from fair sometime declines,

By chance, or nature's changing course, untrimmed:

But thy eternal summer shall not fade

Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st,

Nor shall Death brag thou wand'rest in his shade

When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st.

So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,

So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

LASTLY,i would like to thanks all of you of giving me so many sweet memories,although there are some bad.

but all this two different type of memories add up together gives me a nice combination of u all as a big family...

time for all of us meeting each other in the same school is getting lesser and lesser.

So,i would like to say this to all of you.

nowadays we got facebook,so we can keep in touch to each other.

nowadays we got handphone,so we can sms to each other too.

nowadays we got everything to busy too,so pls remember to keep in touch in anyway to keep our golden friendship last long as forever and ever and ever till never end^^

p.s i love you,cheryl@cherry

好羡慕哦！！

哇~好羡慕啦！！

你能买到iphone 4..真不甘心呢。。前几天说想要而已，不一会儿叫我陪她去看看。
结果呢??当天当场就能够拥有了。。><
结果现在去补习都用着，还引人注目。。

The Seminar

THERE'S A FEELING I HAVE,MUST, BLOG OUT THIS EXCITED AND JOYFUL FEELING!!
The story begin with, i get the free ticket to go for a spm seminar on the 8/9 of nov 2010..haha
if not...i don't think my parents will let me go for this seminar...and i won't have all the spm info and fun^^
im so happy along the seminar,all the subject is so interesting and very useful to me in my spm^^
i think,it will help me a lot in my coming exam^^

All along the seminar,we have so much during the seminar,but unfortunately we can't take pictures during the talk...so nobody will know the situation except the people that join ^^

On the 8th of november,Julie Woon came to the seminar. I was so damn excited,happy unspeakable feeling.
I want to take a photo with her and of course to get her signature too...but too bad I didn't get it...I thought that i would have the chance to take photo and her signature on 9th of november, but it seems that she is so busy with her job so she didn't make it on 9th of nov, and I didn't get to take a picture with her...>< sad case.

On the other hand,9th of november is still perfect with the presence of Qi Qushairi in the seminar^^
we had photos,game,talks and so much more^^. On the 9th of november the subject prepared for us is science, account,bm, chemistry, physic and biology. All this subject,the teacher that gives us a talk are all indians but 1 exception for the physic subject is a chinese teacher ^^. All teacher are so funny and full with sense of humor and handsome too..of course la,u must look at the teacher when he is giving his talk to show respect towards him,then from that u can see whether they are handsome or not..hehe...


Too bad,I didn't get the free Ipad ...so damn sad...how lucky,if i get the Ipad??haiz....eis....don't think about it anymore,the more i think, the more i feel so sad ..>< T.T.
Well,the seminar on the 9th of november ends at 7.00++ because of some delays of time earlier,so we end up late too^^ but who cares??I don't care!! As long is good for my spm..anything is important^^


Well, we have some photo shooting with Qi too^^
Qi from where??Duno??Is he a chinese or a Malay??
haha...Qi is a celebrity,he is a malay,do you know the actor act in BLOGGER BOY name Budi??well,that is him^^for the first time i'm so close with a celebrity^^ oh ya,i almost forgot...i talked to Julie too on 8th of november^^.i think that will be the sweet memory^^


Well,not much to tell...i can only write it until here.If u were me,U will know the feeling I'm having now^^ 
Anyway,i try my best to express out my happy feeling and many more,hope you can feel it^^
Lastly,enjoy some of these photos,although it is a bit blur blur ^^

This is me and Qi^6

This is Me and my best friend Sherlyn

Me and Beautiful and Sweet Eshter jie jie

Haha,from the left is Gina,Qi is on top of my head,the right is sherlyn and me@_@

Same like above picture,but add another homosapien call Jannah(suddenly pop in to our last shoot of picture)

So, finally i can conclude that this is a very very nice and sweet memory for me^^

分手了， 你还是你，但我已不再是我了。。。

最终，我还是选择了放弃，不过，我打破了恋爱不超过两个月的魔咒，只是，这个代价太大了，我累了，真的好累啊，前天，我挂他的QQ了，如果没有 前天，我想，我们不会分手，他的QQ上，多出了一个群组，组里只有一个人，标名：佬婆，呵呵，既然那是她佬婆，我又算什么呢，也许是因为我想的太多，也 许……

他始终在说：资料又能代表什么呢，我们的爱是永远不会变的，但是，我不能忍受他和我在一起，在去勾引别人，这是我最恨的一件事情，从前天，他就 开始哄我，但是，受伤的心，怎么可能就这样说好就好呢，他伤我的太深了，太多了，不是一句对不起，几句好话就能解决的，前天，我因为他换了工作，因为他， 我和家人闹翻，为了他，我付出了太多太多，人都说付出总会有回报，我的回报，就是他背叛了我，呵呵，离开家，我只带了10元钱，他竟然连帮都不帮我，我自 己带着10元钱去工作，我会永远记住这一天的，也是因为这一天，我才知道，我在你眼里到底算是什么东西，原来，在你眼里我一文不值，你和我借笔记本，我没 借你，你和我耍，呵呵，其实，到头来，一切都是自找的，我不会在对你做任何事，因为你不配，

其实，我很庆幸，因为虽然现在我为了你付出了很多，但是我没有因为你搭上我一辈子
的幸福，我恨你，因为我如此的爱你，你竟然如此的耍我！！！

将来我们会在一起的。。

女孩说我爱你。男孩笑了。女孩又说我真的爱你。男孩还是笑。女孩说你根本不爱我。男孩沉默了。女孩哭着离开了。跑的很远很远。男孩站在原地，怔怔地，他自言自语到，其实我也爱你，只是不知道怎么爱你。 
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    女孩倒在秋千上，男孩用力地推啊推啊。 
男孩篮球比赛，女孩叫破了嗓子，第二天依然出现在男孩面前说昨天你真逊。 
女孩说我要最漂亮的那朵，男孩奋不顾身地爬上树，然后遍体鳞伤地对女孩说给你。 
男孩的头上出现了一点点的红色，女孩紧张半天却还说着我才不在乎。 
女孩说我累了，男孩蹲下身子，说上来吧，我背你。 
男孩一次成绩超过了女孩，女孩心底高兴依然说下不为例。 
女孩第一次学滑板，摔地体无完肤，男孩一边骂着小傻瓜，一边用手小心地擦拭着伤口。然后眼眶中满是眼泪。 
男孩在全校获奖，女孩摇摇头说你还差点。 
女孩知道男孩喜欢她，所以她不会自己开口。 
男孩知道女孩喜欢他，可是他不知怎么开口。 
女孩说我们明天去海边。男孩今天就搞到了所有的地图。 
男孩想喝一口开水，女孩为他捧来了整桶饮料。 
女孩想要一颗星星，男孩为她搬来了整颗地球。 
男孩说明天想喝咖啡。女孩今天就买好了所有的品种。 
女孩说我不会跟自己不喜欢的男孩要求太多。男孩说还好你对我要求很少。 
男孩说我不会让自己不喜欢的女孩坐上自己的单车。女孩笑了，还好你从没有把我当女孩看待。 
女孩说如果我遇见喜欢的男孩，一定用眼神杀死他。男孩说怪不得你从没有对我放过电。 
男孩说如果我遇见我喜欢的女孩一定背着她满世界地跑。女孩说还好你背我的路程只够地球半径的四分之一。 
女孩说我喜欢的男孩一定是最棒的，他一定会骑着白马来找我。男孩说现在已经不允许私自贩卖马匹。 
男孩说我喜欢的女孩一定比关之琳还关之琳。女孩说关之琳已被列入老人名单内了。 
女孩说我喜欢的男孩一定要会在新年的十二点打电话对我说我爱你。男孩说这样的电话费会很贵，相当于一个世纪。 
男孩说我喜欢的女孩一定要会在我沮丧的时候给我安慰。女孩说现在连个保姆都会给你安慰，因为你给她钱。 
女孩说如果他爱我，就算我到天涯海角，他都找的找我。男孩说那你一定要找个地理知识很好的人，不然你没有找到倒把自己弄丢了。 
男孩说如果她真的爱我，一定会知道我在想什么。女孩说那你一定得找个占卜师。因为她连你有没有藏私房钱都知道。 
女孩说你们男孩都不浪漫。男孩说因为我们都没有钱去浪漫。 
男孩说你们女孩一天到晚只知道胡思乱想。女孩说因为别的都要花钱。 
女孩说我喜欢的男孩一定要比我强。男孩说可怜的我只有一次没有超过你的记录。  
男孩说我喜欢的女孩一定不要太聪明，否则我会迷失方向。女孩说啊，可惜我总是和你在极端的两头。 
女孩说长大以后我要当个侦探，比福尔摩斯还厉害。男孩说那你一定需要一个比华生还华生的人。 
男孩说我长大后一定要当一个国家领导人，发动全宇宙最伟大的战争。女孩说世界不会接受第二个希特勒的，就像没有中国人爱日本人那样。 
女孩说你的英语很poor.男孩就在暑假报了五个暑期培训班。 
男孩说女孩不够淑女。女孩暑假逼着自己去学习礼仪。 
女孩知道男孩很在乎她的话。所以她想总有一天男孩会跟她说的。
男孩知道女孩很在乎他的话。所以他想即使不说女孩也是会明白的。 
女孩认识了比男孩高的男孩，男孩说我爱你。女孩笑着拒绝了。 
男孩认识了比女孩好的女孩。女孩说我爱你。男孩笑着拒绝了。 
比男孩高的男孩说你在等什么？女孩说他会说的。 
比女孩好的女孩说你在等什么？男孩说她明白的。 
女孩说花都谢了。男孩说它还会开的。 
男孩说花又开了。女孩说它还是要谢的。 
女孩说我要走了，去美国。男孩说听说外国男孩都很帅。 
男孩说我会留下，因为我热爱中国。女孩说还是中国的美女最多。 
女孩去机场的时候男孩送了她。女孩希望男孩留下她。可是男孩没有。 
男孩留在了中国。男孩希望女孩留下，可是他没有说。 
女孩哭了，说我一定找个高鼻子，蓝眼睛的。 
男孩笑了，说祝你好运。 
女孩走了。 
男孩哭了。 
女孩不停地写信。男孩不停地回信。 
一年后，女孩回来了。男孩去机场接她。可是身边已多了一个女人。 
男孩长大了。女孩没有。 
女孩说祝你幸福。男孩说谢谢。 
女孩又走了，带着眼泪。男孩身边的女人说弟弟，我们走吧！ 
男孩又哭了。她一定会比我幸福的。 
手术台前，男孩痛苦地抓住医生说一定要让她幸福。 
男孩坟前，女孩悲伤地抓住丈夫说他原本可以给我幸福的。 
丈夫抱着她，轻轻地。丈夫就是最后的那个医生。 
 
男孩从没有对女孩说过一句我爱你。因为他一直以为女孩明白。 
女孩从没有对男孩说过一句我爱你。因为她一直以为男孩会说。 
等男孩真正想说的时候女孩走了。 
等女孩真正想说的时候男孩死了。 
男孩还是一个人，女孩却是两个人。女孩一直以为男孩是两个人。男孩一直以为女孩是一个人。 
女孩问男孩下辈子你要几个人生活？男孩笑着说两个人，我和我爱的人。 
男孩问女孩下辈子你要几个人生活？女孩笑着说一个人，因为我爱的人从没有跟我说过他爱我 。