I often close my eyes and I can see you smile You reach out for my hand and I'm woken from my dream. Your heart was never mine, I never had your love and I never will. Every night, I'm lying awake, thinking maybe one day you'll love me like I've always loved you. But you can't love me as I loved you when you can't even look straight in my eyes ~❤
By kisstherainlyric

Monday, November 15, 2010

The BEST,GREATEST,SWEETEST MEMORY EVER

THE BIGGEST,GREATEST,FAVORITE MEMORY I HAVE IN MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE.

1. trip to Penang, Tambun water world. In our apartment,me, yogesh,gina, sherlyn,yijun, chiashing,siewfong.
chiashing bought a casual pants,it okay to fit in everyone except siewfong,cause she was to small to fit in. she can fit her both leg in one side of the pants and it looks like a skirt for her..

2. CCEM was the most enjoyable memory.although there are some incident that makes me angry or upset,but when all this memories combined together,it will be the greatest memory ever.four in a room and that time my friend and i was just form 4 teen.there are 8 of us,four in room and our room is connected to each other.we have a lot of fun together and we practice our music everyday during the whole CCEM trip.Gina told me that i sleep and slip down from the bed and she have to pull me up back on the bed.in the whole trip,gina was like a nanny to me and to all of us. she takes care of all of us just like a nanny does and hell ya i love her massage technique.almost every night we buy roti naan from the next next door shop i think is a mamak shop gua.both of our room's thermos can't use and we have to call for hot water from the room service and the room service was so frustrated with us. i remember that our connection door is lock and can't open in the first day and we need to call the room service to get us some help. i still remember that me and sherlyn swim in the night and the early morning in the pool just beside the dinning room we enjoy in the pool.gina, chiashing was in the pool too. there was a one fine day, me and sherlyn went for swimming in the early of the morning,then the form 5 senior joined us, is was so much fun when all of us play together. there is a part which make all of us angry and we talks about him in one silent night in the room and the corridor. in the room i still remember that when we talks about him suddenly a cockroach appear on the wall,and i smash it cruelly,within the first hit that full of anger in me, the cockroach die on the spot on the wall and all of us says that the person will be just like the cockroach.there are more in the trip. i love it..

lastly i would like to thanks my school music club. if not because of being one of the music club member, i won't have all this memory.if i left out any pls add in for me tqtq..^^

Sunday, November 14, 2010

A poem to my friends

I,do know that William Shakespeare's SONNET 18 is written to his beloved ^^

Someone told me that William wrote this because he is a gay and he fall in love with his beloved,which his beloved is also a guy.Well,on the other hand,someone also did told me that William wrote this poem to his beloved which is a guy,and he love having him as a friend, and he love this friend so so much.That is why this poem is written..



BUT!!!



What I'm doing now is writing it(actually copying it) in this note..my purpose is not because I'm a lesbian,but this poem is wrote for all my beloved friends i ever meet^^

I want to tell you all that,once you all are my friends,don't ever think of I'm deleting it in my brain hard disk...@.@





SHALL I compare thee to a summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate.

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,

And summer's lease hath all too short a date.

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,

And often is his gold complexion dimmed;

And every fair from fair sometime declines,

By chance, or nature's changing course, untrimmed:

But thy eternal summer shall not fade

Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st,

Nor shall Death brag thou wand'rest in his shade

When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st.

So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,

So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.



LASTLY,i would like to thanks all of you of giving me so many sweet memories,although there are some bad.

but all this two different type of memories add up together gives me a nice combination of u all as a big family...

time for all of us meeting each other in the same school is getting lesser and lesser.

So,i would like to say this to all of you.

nowadays we got facebook,so we can keep in touch to each other.

nowadays we got handphone,so we can sms to each other too.

nowadays we got everything to busy too,so pls remember to keep in touch in anyway to keep our golden friendship last long as forever and ever and ever till never end^^

p.s i love you,cheryl@cherry

好羡慕哦!!

哇~好羡慕啦!!MyEm0.Com

你能买到iphone 4..真不甘心呢。。前几天说想要而已,不一会儿叫我陪她去看看。
结果呢??当天当场就能够拥有了。。><
结果现在去补习都用着,还引人注目。。MyEm0.Com

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

The SeminarMyEm0.Com

THERE'S A FEELING I HAVE,MUST, BLOG OUT THIS EXCITED AND JOYFUL FEELING!!
The story begin with, i get the free ticket to go for a spm seminar on the 8/9 of nov 2010..haha
if not...i don't think my parents will let me go for this seminar...and i won't have all the spm info and fun^^
im so happy along the seminar,all the subject is so interesting and very useful to me in my spm^^
i think,it will help me a lot in my coming exam^^

All along the seminar,we have so much during the seminar,but unfortunately we can't take pictures during the talk...so nobody will know the situation except the people that join ^^

On the 8th of november,Julie Woon came to the seminar. I was so damn excited,happy unspeakable feeling.
I want to take a photo with her and of course to get her signature too...but too bad I didn't get it...I thought that i would have the chance to take photo and her signature on 9th of november, but it seems that she is so busy with her job so she didn't make it on 9th of nov, and I didn't get to take a picture with her...>< sad case.MyEm0.Com

On the other hand,9th of november is still perfect with the presence of Qi Qushairi in the seminar^^
we had photos,game,talks and so much more^^. On the 9th of november the subject prepared for us is science, account,bm, chemistry, physic and biology. All this subject,the teacher that gives us a talk are all indians but 1 exception for the physic subject is a chinese teacher ^^. All teacher are so funny and full with sense of humor and handsome too..of course la,u must look at the teacher when he is giving his talk to show respect towards him,then from that u can see whether they are handsome or not..hehe...


Too bad,I didn't get the free Ipad ...so damn sad...MyEm0.Comhow lucky,if i get the Ipad??haiz....eis....don't think about it anymore,the more i think, the more i feel so sad ..>< T.T.
Well,the seminar on the 9th of november ends at 7.00++ because of some delays of time earlier,so we end up late too^^ but who cares??I don't care!! As long is good for my spm..anything is important^^


Well, we have some photo shooting with Qi too^^
Qi from where??Duno??Is he a chinese or a Malay??
haha...Qi is a celebrity,he is a malay,do you know the actor act in BLOGGER BOY name Budi??well,that is him^^for the first time i'm so close with a celebrity^^ oh ya,i almost forgot...i talked to Julie too on 8th of november^^.i think that will be the sweet memory^^


Well,not much to tell...i can only write it until here.If u were me,U will know the feeling I'm having now^^ 
Anyway,i try my best to express out my happy feeling and many more,hope you can feel it^^
Lastly,enjoy some of these photos,although it is a bit blur blur ^^

This is me and Qi^6MyEm0.Com















This is Me and my best friend SherlynMyEm0.Com














Me and Beautiful and Sweet Eshter jie jieMyEm0.Com














Haha,from the left is Gina,Qi is on top of my head,the right is sherlyn and me@_@ MyEm0.Com














Same like above picture,but add another homosapien call Jannah(suddenly pop in to our last shoot of picture)

So, finally i can conclude that this is a very very nice and sweet memory for me^^MyEm0.Com

分手了, 你还是你,但我已不再是我了。。。

最终,我还是选择了放弃,不过,我打破了恋爱不超过两个月的魔咒,只是,这个代价太大了,我累了,真的好累啊,前天,我挂他的QQ了,如果没有 前天,我想,我们不会分手,他的QQ上,多出了一个群组,组里只有一个人,标名:佬婆,呵呵,既然那是她佬婆,我又算什么呢,也许是因为我想的太多,也 许……
他始终在说:资料又能代表什么呢,我们的爱是永远不会变的,但是,我不能忍受他和我在一起,在去勾引别人,这是我最恨的一件事情,从前天,他就 开始哄我,但是,受伤的心,怎么可能就这样说好就好呢,他伤我的太深了,太多了,不是一句对不起,几句好话就能解决的,前天,我因为他换了工作,因为他, 我和家人闹翻,为了他,我付出了太多太多,人都说付出总会有回报,我的回报,就是他背叛了我,呵呵,离开家,我只带了10元钱,他竟然连帮都不帮我,我自 己带着10元钱去工作,我会永远记住这一天的,也是因为这一天,我才知道,我在你眼里到底算是什么东西,原来,在你眼里我一文不值,你和我借笔记本,我没 借你,你和我耍,呵呵,其实,到头来,一切都是自找的,我不会在对你做任何事,因为你不配,
其实,我很庆幸,因为虽然现在我为了你付出了很多,但是我没有因为你搭上我一辈子
的幸福,我恨你,因为我如此的爱你,你竟然如此的耍我!!!