I often close my eyes and I can see you smile You reach out for my hand and I'm woken from my dream. Your heart was never mine, I never had your love and I never will. Every night, I'm lying awake, thinking maybe one day you'll love me like I've always loved you. But you can't love me as I loved you when you can't even look straight in my eyes ~❤
By kisstherainlyric

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Ѧʏ Ɔαмρʋƨ ˩ιғɛ

i duno where to start the story..cuz it had alrdy been a month i started my campus life and i was so buzy to stay in blogger to update my blog.


recently, i found out something new for me. For me i think is new, "may be".
well, as usual i can't get well in any group. i duno why, there is a barrier,and i duno how to break down the barrier.
it is hard for me to live this life with that barrier, im kind of  suffering with my life behind that barrier.
i feel lonely, i feel depress, i can't find my true own self.


at first, i was friend with him. he is nice,joker, even everybody hates him but for me, im still ok with it.
but recently i duno why i kind of not related with him as a friend anymore, we dun talk much.
everytime i ask him something, he will turn me down with a short answer like i duno, you ask lachelle la..
he is trying to treat me like some unknown or maybe something else, or am i really annoying him??


i duno, is my problem or his, am i reacting too over as a friend??am i already over the friendship border line??
i duno~


i duno what to do with my life, it is so miserable and suffocating...


when will get my life back??when will i get to live my life??i oso duno....haiz....

My 3rd Day In KL

3rd day in kl, 
we woke up early,
and prepare to go for sunway lagoon.

by time we reach the sunway,the sky is dark and almost rain 
and there is a lot of people waiting over there to get in 


then we decide to go for ice skating .
we skate after we have our lunch with my mum's cousin(aunt)

the food is nice, korean type.
then finish our lunch we go for ice skating
 my elder brother dare to move without holding the side bar.
then the 3 of us have to hold it.

then my sister feel bored and went out then followed by my little brother.
left me and my elder brother

while skating, my elder brother fell down 3 times 
and got one fellow didn't break then cross over his finger with the skate shoe and hurt his finger.

then i fell down around 3 times
and hurt my knees. after that we have to search for my sister
cause she went alone with my aunt to comic paradise.

wheew~~ spend a lot of time to find her,finding her part was so frustrating !!
all of us got mad at each other...
but finally we found her, then we went back at last...

Friday, June 10, 2011

My 2nd Day In KL

The 2nd Day

the very 1st thing i did on the 2nd day morning is...
swimming!!!!

i go swimming with my brother and sister.
i been looking forward this day to come
it has been a long while i never swim in a swimming pool.
i am so happy to swim again just like a fish been longing to into the water.

then we went time square
shop!!
mostly mom shop my clothes.
 then we went to lauyat all is the techno world equipment.
laptop,camera,ps,iphone 4,ipad 2...etc..

then we go to sungai wang
but we never buy anything over there
then mommy rushing us to go back early
so we no need to squeeze with all the workers in the mrl

then we have our dinner near cheras too.
near the rest. there is a pet shop

in there,there's a lot of pet,i love one of the dog shih tzu 
it is so so so so cute.

then i shift my concentration to other things so that i won't keep on thinking about the dog
after that we bought some accessories for dog and my hamster.
then we head back to grandaunt house.
still the same we have chit chat then we go back to our hotel.
 waiting for the night to pass over..

My Days in KL

Ahahaha~
i ponteng my classes and go KL trip with my family~


we stay in the hotel that we usually went 
 we reach about three something 
then we go to my grandaunt house
when we reach,she is not in
so my family went to a small old groceries shop
to buy some basic daily groceries

and we go back there to her house.
then we went for dinner around 8 something 
cause we waiting for my aunt..
the dinner was nice,and we ate so full.

i've forgotten how many dishes we ordered 
but is was much,a lot of the food was finished by me and my sibling
then we stop by my aunt house at cheras 

have a little chit chat then we went back grandaunt house in tun sambahtan 
then we continue somore chit chat and we went back to our hotel around 12 am,
then i have time to shot some pictures..
haha~~Too SS



we slept around 1 something..
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Friday, June 3, 2011

My Orientation Week in MMU

oooh!!!!!~~~
so looong never drop by here and update my blog luu~
busy??of course with my orientation week in mmu!!


my week in mmu for orientation so enjoyable!!
im in a green team.
my team animal is crazy monkey!!



HUGA,HUGA,HUGA!!!
is our cheer!!

i love to be in green team!!
green are the best!!

there is no word best than
awesome,fun,excited.happy,nervous
to describe the orientation week!!!

thank god i never skip any day during orientation week!!
if i get to know that is damn fun  and i never attend it 
i'll regret for the rest of my life!!

University's orientation happen once in a life time
and i'll appreciate it and keep the memories last forever long!!!

MONKEY CHEERS!!
crazy monkey!!
crazy monkey~~
crazy monkeys,we are the crazy monkey!!
uh uh!!
o e o e o uh uh uh !!
o e o e o uh uh uh!!
o oe o oe o oe o!!
monkey awesome,monkey strong!!
we are the crazy monkey!!
banana boom!!ieu~~ pliak!!
i like to huga huga,
you like to huga huga,
we like to huga huga!!
we are monkeys~!!!!!
kingkonggorilla~~~