Falling in Love

the moment of starting falling in love is sweet.
or should i say the moment when a guy keep treating you 

so good, so good
for a new relationship feels so nice.

but no one ever knows that after the few weeks of starting to know each other
will be like 

HELL!!!

you may feel still continue feel sweet
but,
i was never feel so sweet

all my relationship was never better than each past relationship

i feel so sad
therefore if one day someone ask me
"am i happy with my present relationship"

my ans will be
" i am happy during the starting of the relationship"

i duno, may be is my problem!!
i sometime personally do feel i dun have any love
to give out for the another person.

i very sad, suffocating
with all this!!

feels so lonely when i realize i dun have a person 

to talk with about 

my happiness, my life, my sadness, my disappointment, my success,
other than my friend beside me.

i wish to have another person different status from my friend

would share all this with me
and he will share his with me .

all i hope was just a simple relationship,
simple relationship

JUST simple RELATIONSHIP

is all i had been wishing for .

and i have been 

waiting

♥ 

waiting

♥

waiting 

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥until i found him ♥