I often close my eyes and I can see you smile You reach out for my hand and I'm woken from my dream. Your heart was never mine, I never had your love and I never will. Every night, I'm lying awake, thinking maybe one day you'll love me like I've always loved you. But you can't love me as I loved you when you can't even look straight in my eyes ~❤
By kisstherainlyric

Friday, April 29, 2011

An inspiration to write this page

recently,i found that i got nothing to do at home and keep wondering alot of thing. But!!my dad just gave me the conputer password,so..what am i waiting for??of cuz i used it for "good".i find some novel to download it to read.thn i found the movie named true blood.it was a nice movie show for me cuz its all about vampire and love. I've always love vampire,i think it's hot and sexy and romantic(to me,this what i think so) i love vampire,it's nice!! well im trying to download it,but too slow and hardly find it. In my fantasia dream,sometims i do wish thar im licing like a princess,but sometime i really feel that i want to have a vampire life out there!! and here i am,writing about whats in my head..
you may think its rediculious,you may also follow too^____^
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Wednesday, April 13, 2011

JPJ test on 13-4-2011

wow, that was an experience.and it was the greatest of all!!
have you ever go for some sort of test that makes you feel nervous like hell??!!
have you ever experience certain things makes your leg shake when you are doing it??

well, what can i say, i did!!
after finish it i feel it was way too cool to experience that!!
well, the story begin like this...
is was a fine day in the morning,i woke up 6.30am and i went to the nearest bus stop to wait for the van and pick me up.i reach there around 8.30++ it was still early!! and i think wow!!i can finish it early and go shopping!!

and you know what??!!!the exam started at 10.30+!!and there are so many of us,while waiting it was nothing,but when the numbers that lead to my turn is getting closer and closer,everything started. i feel my heart pumping very fast and heavy beat. dub dub dub !! and the worsting my stomach start it's story ...

haha, nevermind at all i still attend for the test. first was the going up the hill,i pass that with greater than any days of my learning!!and so i past that. Next, well you know next is parking, it is easy^^ i love parking very much. haha, here is the story getting more and more interesting. starting of the parking i feel so comfortable. then i've got no idea since when my left leg start to shiver.it was just slightly shiver,ha! nervous makes my left leg shiver,this is the first time i experience this kind of experience greater than spm exam!!spm exam i dun feel anything like this at all!! well,i finish the parking safe with a slightly shiver on my left leg..

then the last move is the 3 pointer!! OMG!!3 pointer??!! my worst section ever!!
here is more interesting!! my leg shiver non-stop, haha,i wondering why i shiver that much !!wow!!!
i was ok on the first step that is turning the to the right fully,and break .then turn left. and reverse, now it get's very interesting!! haha i reverse,but i see why is in the different direction!! and so i check it again.nothing wrong with the gear,everything was alrite. you know what??i forgotten the left full turn!!that is why is in different direction!!walao,almost wrong and stuck in the middle to fail that part man!!but still i manage to turn left and reverse and the fully to right back to finish the whole process.

WHEW!! that was close enuf to make me fail that part!! you know what!!i passed it!! the first time i pass it so cool,without hitting any of the stick fall.such a miracle!! and i finish the whole process in 4 mins. i start at 1010 and finish it at 1014..haha what a day!!

On the road that was not much to tell, it still the same thing,and the story ends here with a condition i pass my JPJ test!!i love you !!

Sunday, March 27, 2011

what the hell!!

First thing to worry is taking result,
after taking result is about scholarship and loan etc...
but there's is a thing i hate after taking result that is everybody will compare ur result with the other.

Now,im worrying about my future,where am i going to study??
and what to study??
with my result hanging in the middle of the air,how wor??

haiz,so regret that time didn't put 100and 1 result effort in my exam.
such a waste!!

Sunday, March 20, 2011

In My Head

nowadays,i keep listening to alot of people talking about the japan nuclear plant boom!!
it really gives me a scared feeling!!

PLUS!!about the ray that produced by the nuclear plant it's so dangerous!!
and i feel so down with all the problem that happened toward japan.

have you ever have the feeling like you are a child that sitting by
the window and wondering what will happen to the world??
have you ever wonder are you going to live?
have you ever wonder are you going to live after the nuclear plant has boom,
and the ray escaped into the air that use by all of man kind,plant, animal??
and do you ever think what will happen tomorrow??

you don't??i do !!
i think it everyday,every moment, everytime.!!

to be honest,i'm not scared of death,
im just had ain't enough my life on this world!!
i ain't try to life independently.
i ain't achieved my aim of my life!!
im not satisfied with what happen to me and the world now!!
im just had ain't enough with my life!!

with all the thing goes around my head,i wish i could forget it and stop thinking about it!!

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

无头苍蝇。。

今天的天气还不错,要出门时呢天气还阴阴要下雨的..
不过还不错一路来没有下雨哦^^

不过呢,来到了靠近做工的地方时 的十字路口呢,就变了~
交通灯啊,居然坏了吖!! 车子啊,都不让,也没有耐心的。
这里的车还没过完,另一个方向就来车子了。。
真是危险!!

就在那一刹那,我就想到了这个部落格的题材咯~
哈哈~那时候的情形啊,真的很像有很多只无头苍蝇。。

然后我又有了另一个想法,就是我们其实很容易迷失方向。
就比如来说吧,马路上的车子。当交通灯坏了,车子们就没有规矩,也没有了方向去向了。
人们往往都太会依赖着很多东西,当那件东西不能使用了,
我们都会变成无头苍蝇失去方向了。。