I often close my eyes and I can see you smile You reach out for my hand and I'm woken from my dream. Your heart was never mine, I never had your love and I never will. Every night, I'm lying awake, thinking maybe one day you'll love me like I've always loved you. But you can't love me as I loved you when you can't even look straight in my eyes ~❤
By kisstherainlyric

Saturday, December 25, 2010

我当婆婆了

我当婆婆了。。。
我的仓鼠各各都已经长大了哦^^(超开心的)
我呢,一直都有养仓鼠的。我养了超不多有十个仓鼠了,不过就是每一个都没有给我好消息的。最后还一个个死去呢。。真是可悲有悲哀。。。

过后呢,我就不想再养了,因为一个个死去都有罪。
不过前阵子,突然好想养一对看看有没有好消息,顺便train 一下我的responsability toward life.
结果呢,我找到了一位美女有仓鼠,就跟她买了两只。

哈哈,果然过不久。我当成婆婆了,超超开心的哦。。。
我开心不只是我当上婆婆聊了心愿,也证明我的responsability toward life 是有的。。。
宝宝也满意个月大了,各各都很健康。。
两男两女的。。哈哈。

我最近把爸爸妈妈仓鼠放回在一起了,因为分隔太久我怕他们会便成陌生人。
哪知道呢,他们有爱爱了,可以说他们爱爱一整晚啊。。真的很够厉害的咯^^

不知道我还会不会当多一批仓鼠的婆婆呢??还是一个未知数。。
不过,我真的很想很想要子孙满堂啊~、(有点发神经了吧。。)
哈哈。。。不过呢,当你看见这些仓鼠宝宝各各都慢慢长大呢,你会感到很满足的开心及成功。还有还有,它们啊,各各都超可爱的哦^^

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

A wonderfull dream i dreamt

i dream a wonderful dream today..
i can't believe it actually happen in my dream,i dream of him today morning.
all i think is about how come i can dream about him,it is so surprise to dream of him.
i never had dreams about him,and he never even once appear in my dream before.i was so shock when i dream it.
it is so unbelievable dream.

in that dream, he and i was in a car traveling.our relationship is just as normal as plain water and it never ever move on to another step.but everything just change suddenly,he had trouble and he is hurt,he met me and i need to drive him to the nearest hospital to get done the cut on his leg.he put his hand over me and call me to drive his car.
i never ever imagine that our body,our skin would be that close,never even once i dream and imagine of it,but it just suddenly came into my dream.

i've got no idea what to tell more,i was so happy about that scene,and i really hope it really does happen in my real life of course except the part that he is hurt.i wish that he could just come closer to me,close enough for me to ever feel his body temperature,his every breath,and the touch of his skin,but i don't think that is ever gonna happen.It is such a impossible thing to be happen on me with him,it will always be and imagination of me and him together.

oh god~,i swear not to fall for him again, but everything about him just can't get my eyes off him,what should i do. i terribly,horribly actually fall for him,is this good or i should move on and not to think that i will ever be with him ??

i'm back from pangkor island.

yoohoo~ i'm back from the trip to pangkor last saturday.
i thought it would be very boring,but it turn out to be very very fun with so much laugh among we all cousin.
it takes around three in the afternoon,then we have our lunch,it was the last lunch on the first day.
thn we have our dinner at 9.30 night, i remember that i finish the whole tray of vegetable,haiyo~dun waste food wat,LoL.

on the second day, we have our breakfast around 8.30 morning.after that we have our trip to visit the temple,the fish satay factory,then after that we go to another temple if i'm not mistaken, it is called as the jiang jun lou by my family member. that is not the last destination, we also went to an old wall,just like malacca A famosa wall. Then,we head back to our resort for a rest then we have our lunch at the same place we have our dinner on the 1st day's dinner.
Haha, after all that we have a bicycle ride around the hotel,the housing area,and the sea side, it was so enjoyable to ride after so long my bicycle broke down. there are nine of us riding bicycle together.we have so much fun together, me, my 1st brother,sister, 2nd brother,my cousin, 3 uncle, 1 aunt.after that we have our whole day in water..thn dinner thn sleeps for the next day to arrive.

the last day in pangkor, i feel so terribly to leave the beautiful place with that no worries,just like hakuna mattata in lion king 3.
we have our long journey back to malacca. my siblings and i reach malacca around 8.50pm and we didn't stop to have our dinner along the road,i slept in the bus and i am so damn hungry.The night when i reached home, i found that i left my earphone, and my small bag full with pendrive in the bus,so i called the bus driver uncle to help me find it and keep it until i go and get it back.
thank godness,the bag and the earphone was found by the uncle,it was on the floor of the backside of the seat.
what a miserable trip.i think i would take back my words about the trip is sucks =D....hope its not too late to take it back^^

Friday, December 17, 2010

A trip to Pangkor Island for 3 days 2 nights

haiz....i regret joining the trip with my big whole family.
i feel the whole trip is so sucks,so i'm bringing my whole family book there to occupied my free time.
cuz i have a feeling that i won't get to enjoy the time there. i scare that i can't enjoy in the water with the control of my grandaunt there.
i also dunno weather i can really enjoy the trip or not.it doesn't make me have that kind of about having trip with my school frens/buddies. it really different.=.=

no worries, i have all my gadget with me, wakaka. my mp3, handphone, books,ebooks, all will accompany me along the way to pangkor.

and i spend the whole day cleaning my room,since it has been a mess when i'm sitting for my spm examination,and my mum say i can only get my spending pocket money if i clean my room,so what to do. all i can do is to clean and get my pocket money for the trip^^

well,wish me luck in the trip to pangkor island,hope i'm not dead of bored.

Monday, December 6, 2010

i feel so sad,so angry,so suffer live in this present family...
i felt so lonely!!!

Friday, December 3, 2010

my girl girl got babies le

hehe,i'm so happy^^
my hamster finally gt babies le,actually 5 de,but duno why become 4 le.
i think my girl girl ate one of the baby le.

now i become a granny le^^haha,i dream for this day to become grandmother finally come true^^